today, I was reminded, of who I am, and who I'm not. I am alone, not free. I am cold, not warm. I am empty, not alive. I am insane, not humane.
** an ugly man, a beautiful lake. The winds guide me to a lake so beautiful. The fog giving off a heavenly mist, envelopes the water so soft. The sweet auroma of sapphire fills the air, and kept me at peace. I regained conscienceness, and looked into the water. Instead of my reflection, I see a boy, A boy of whom I once resembled. He is smiling, He is happy. He stares back at me. I reach for the boy, and as a reflection, so did he. My hand reached the water surface, And collided with the boy's. He laughed, and disappeared. now, My own reflection took it's place. And I'm ... crying. I touched my face and felt nothing. I look sad. The reflection closed his eyes, And the tears that had streamed down his face, Are gone. I stood up, And reached for my face once again. ... My tears... I looked around, and saw the beautiful lake. What is this place? **